Why I Was On The Air Today...and NOT in Court!!

If you heard my podcast a while back about my ex-wife, then you might remember that I was supposed to be in court today (03-21-11) to STOP alot of the nonsense with my daughter.

Well, to make a long story short, she decided to hire a high power attorney to help her out (couldn't face the judge against just lil ole ME!).

So now everything is in a holding pattern.

I must admit that I was very upset about having to wait longer.  Having to talk to myself day in and out about the issues.  Having to vent to my family and friends about things that are so trivial, yet impeding to me having a nuturing bond with my child.

I must also admit that I have been praying...but worrying at the same time.  This is a big No-No for a true believer.  So right now, in front of all of you, I am asking God for forgiveness without any shame.  Sometime I get in my own way. 

Trying to figure it out in my time and in my way.  But I know that God has already worked this out for me.  He's done it 7 other times and he'll do it again.  It may not seem like it today...but when the court date does come he's going to do what only HE can do and do it in a way that will make me say "Man, I would've never thought to do that!".  Yesterday I was in my head with worry.  Now I am just wondering what he's up to.  I am so anxious right now I can barely be still...I am wondering now...instead of worrying.  Ain't he ALRIGHT!!!